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Post by ifab650 on Jul 1, 2014 10:51:21 GMT -5
Hey, guys.
I feel awful. I have made a third account and let's just say, not a good way to start. I know you guys hate me and probably never want to talk to me again, but, just hear me out.
Look, I never meant to have that outburst in the shoutbox. I just really lost it. I was trying to change, and be a good member, but I got pretty offended by your comments about me pissing everyone off and the moment GSK posted his sarcastic comment, I lost it. I really didn't mean it, and I'm sorry if any of you guys got offended.
Things have been really tough for me ever since I left (or got banned). I understand why I was banned, and knew that I probably couldn't talk to you guys about it, but after a computer refresh, I was able to make this post.
Just two weeks ago, I felt an incredible pain in my legs. Later on in the day they turned black. I had to have both amputated. I am typing this while in a wheelchair, and feel awful, with the pain in the leg that I've got left so strong, I have been in bed with half a leg, bandaged, and covered in dead tissue and blood. Doctors have said that the tissue would be restored by the end of next week, and that we could get some prosthetic legs so that I would be able to walk. When I am able to get these, I will need a regular, and a hydraulic, with a knee attachment to it, as I lost most of my left leg and half of my right leg.
Again, I am really sorry that I did this to you, and I hope that you can take it in your heart to forgive me, even if you will never trust me. If not, feel free to ban me again, as I don't think I deserve to be back.
I loved this forum. It was my heart and soul. The only friends I have now are my 14 pages worth of friends I have on ROBLOX.
Peace!
iFab650
(and yes, I was millionairefan 86 and fabman650)
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Post by GSK on Jul 1, 2014 12:44:01 GMT -5
After your (now apparent) BS about committing suicide, I hardly believe you had both your legs amputated. In fact, after pulling that BS, you have completely and absolutely lost any and all respect from me.
If you were banned, then you shouldn't be here. Quite simple, really. I'm not sure why that's so hard to grasp.
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Post by millionaire94 on Jul 1, 2014 12:51:41 GMT -5
I feel that this way of behaving of yours is not going to take you much further (or maybe it will, and if it does, I'll have to eat my hat)... I don't think that a "computer refresh" is enough to recover the trust of the members of this site. It's no use to go hard on every single member that points the obvious, specially when you pursue a certain target. If they've told you the things that they've told you is because of something... I'll let you figure it out what it is.
Look, iFab650, you can't just write an apology and immediately after that start throwing the stone and hiding your hand at every thing that you see... and this is not the first time that this has happened (yes, I've done my little research before posting my two cents). You can't go criticising others (harshly) and then feeling bad about what you have done and trying to fix your mistake. Cause-and-effect. Every action has its consequence. And I want to think that you are mature enough to understand this principle.
Also, "pulling stunts" (as GSK has noted on the Shoutbox) is not going to help you either. I know for a fact that humans can be sensitive, and tend to favour those who are in bad situations, but inspiring pity on those members who don't look you with good eyes just to regain their trust in you is (dare I say) quite terrible and cruel.
Quoting Kelly Pickler, "this might be a stupid question", but, please, tell me... What do you want to get from this? What are your goals? What is the reason for you to keep in-and-outing of our boards with "I'm so sorry"s and "Enough, I'm going to"s?
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Post by ifab650 on Jul 1, 2014 12:56:04 GMT -5
I want to come back. Be a normal user again. That is all I want. I probably won't get to that, but I just want a chance.
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Post by millionaireloveruk on Jul 1, 2014 13:24:01 GMT -5
Death is a serious thing to joke about, and I sincerely hope that you have learnt that learnt that, it might not have been a joke, but from what other members had said, it does seem a bit like a joke. But I hope you can return to this forum and become a trusted, productive member, and that's what I have to say on the matter.
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Post by GSK on Jul 1, 2014 13:31:42 GMT -5
Anyone - not just you, fabman - who jokes about committing suicide immediately and irrevocably loses my respect, considering how serious of an issue it actually is.
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Post by millionaireloveruk on Jul 1, 2014 13:37:50 GMT -5
Wise words, GSK.
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Post by millionaire94 on Jul 1, 2014 13:43:10 GMT -5
Anyone - not just you, fabman - who jokes about committing suicide immediately and irrevocably loses my respect, considering how serious of an issue it actually is. It's a shame that I can't spam the like button for that comment... Joking about suicide is VERY HARSH. It's a very serious condition, ifab650. I don't know if you know what goes through the mind of someone who wants to end his life by killing himself... I feel disgusted with those who make some laughs with that... What does this bring us to? My new pair of two cents: you can't be serious about suicide, you can't EVEN see the gravity in it, if you are/were capable of threatening to end your life because some people on an Internet forum don't like you because you are hard at them for whatever reason. Do you know what "the snowball effect" is? I'll tell you: it starts as something small, and gets bigger as it keeps rolling. Your case is a clear example of this. It started as little tantrums that have become jokes about suicide because we are being fair and we are telling you that you are wrongdoing. We tried to correct you, but it was no use. So we are giving our backs to you because you keep apologising and making a mess, again and again and again... Now, let's be honest: Do you think that by the time this has been posted anyone that has been a regular to this forum will recover the trust in you? Do you honestly think that anyone would accept someone who (and let me repeat that saying, 'cause I love it so much) keeps throwing stones and hiding its hand? |
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Post by millionaireloveruk on Jul 1, 2014 13:48:25 GMT -5
Anyone - not just you, fabman - who jokes about committing suicide immediately and irrevocably loses my respect, considering how serious of an issue it actually is. It's a shame that I can't spam the like button for that comment... Joking about suicide is VERY HARSH. It's a very serious condition, ifab650. I don't know if you know what goes through the mind of someone who wants to end his life by killing himself... I feel disgusted with those who make some laughs with that... What does this bring us to? My new pair of two cents: you can't be serious about suicide, you can't EVEN see the gravity in it, if you are/were capable of threatening to end your life because some people on an Internet forum don't like you because you are hard at them for whatever reason. Do you know what "the snowball effect" is? I'll tell you: it starts as something small, and gets bigger as it keeps rolling. Your case is a clear example of this. It started as little tantrums that have become jokes about suicide because we are being fair and we are telling you that you are wrongdoing. We tried to correct you, but it was no use. So we are giving our backs to you because you keep apologising and making a mess, again and again and again... Now, let's be honest: Do you think that by the time this has been posted anyone that has been a regular to this forum will recover the trust in you? Do you honestly think that anyone would accept someone who (and let me repeat that saying, 'cause I love it so much) keeps throwing stones and hiding its hand? I completely agree. |
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Post by ifab650 on Jul 1, 2014 14:04:55 GMT -5
No, I know even if I was to continue to post in this forum, that no-one would trus me. And now I understand why.
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Post by millionaire94 on Jul 1, 2014 14:08:46 GMT -5
And why would that be, in your honest opinion? (Elaborate your answer, please, I don't like one-liners in a situation like this)
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Post by idolsfan on Jul 1, 2014 14:13:18 GMT -5
I'm not totally familiar with what happened previously but let me throw my two cents on that matter. Whether what is happening in your life is true or not (It seems too big a lie to be true but we never know...), I really believe that your place is not on the forum, I think that you ought better to consult a professional psychiatrist and move on from the forum. It would be better for this community, but mostly for yourself. Idolsfan  |
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Post by millionaireloveruk on Jul 1, 2014 14:14:35 GMT -5
I'm not totally familiar with what happened previously but let me throw my two cents on that matter. Whether what is happening in your life is true or not (It seems too big a lie to be true but we never know...), I really believe that your place is not on the forum, I think that you ought better to consult a professional psychiatrist and move on from the forum. It would be better for this community, but mostly for yourself. Idolsfan Again, I agree. |
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Post by ifab650 on Jul 1, 2014 14:45:09 GMT -5
And why would that be, in your honest opinion? (Elaborate your answer, please, I don't like one-liners in a situation like this) Because I hurt this community by insulting them and totally lost my cool. I was being tought to do things right and took it as an insult. I took the things that others were saying the wrong way. I couldn't handle it and lost my cool. I excessively swore with all then f**k nuts and thingy and just wen't too far. It was my fault, I should have been more patient. |
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Post by FinalAnswer19 on Jul 1, 2014 15:52:55 GMT -5
I've locked this thread until RegisFan and I can figure out what on earth is going on. I can tell you one thing, though...expect to be banned again. You were banned because you are no longer welcome as a member of this community. Making a second account (let alone a third) after having the previous one banned is strictly against the rules. I'm also going to re-iterate what I said in the shoutbox. If anybody has screenshots of the shoutbox or any information - even the slightest - as to what was said prior to the last visible message, I'd appreciate it if you sent it to me in a PM. Thank you very much in advance. |
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) I guess the next on will be Poland then...
